Friday, 23 March 2012

criminal code part 2

i .always laughed about mosis and natalie getting robbed by theo because what where they going to do go to the hurstville police and say officer officer i've been robbed for $500 worth of ice ha ha.I would often say to nat thats what i called her mate you have to get off the drugs if you want to have a baby,your body is your temple id say you need to get clean and stay clean and stop gambling if you want to keep your man. Shelley used call me the warrior princess and we would spend all day taking the mickey out of people not because we were racists i used to say i hate everyone equally.we used to call brin the brin myster and we make jokes about indian clients because a lot of them use to try to puncture and take of condoms and are arrogant. We would say sorry oh  there is no elephant parking here ding ding ding ,thats why a lot of girls dont want to see them.She would religiously watch the bold and the beautiful and say to me im going to watch the sluts. i got my pyshc file to mount a case shelley was reading it to me because i couldnt read properly anymore there was an entry in from a psychiatrist saying i was delusional because i was doped up to the eye balls on drugs and i ashed on her diary and i thought was an ashtray we rolled round in fits of laughter about it. After the police got there bust i started getting calls and messages saying your dead dog and the police laughted at me,a dog is slang for someone who dobbes on someone else or gives up they call them. A mate of mine who had done some serious time said to me one day no dogs no pedofiles also known as rock spiders no rapists or women bashers everyone else is cool. A jail term is refered to as a lagan ,when a crim walks up to you and stabs you from behind this is called turkish revenge ,in jail they make what they call a shank a knife with a wooden handle with a blade and tape, a dog would get one in the stomack lung wherever and no one would see anything of course.I have a friend one day said to me how did nick ever get past basic trainig the army is suppost to teach you to become a man but he nothig but a sook to and a gallah winge winge winge. A friend of mine said to me one day who is in the know you know crocker gets messages to the outside world through a barber who he's known for years thats visits him from west end,and hesaid to me you what we do with rock spiders stick pvc tubbing up there ass put barb wire inside the tubbing and then rip the pvc tubbing  then rip out the barb wire and we want the rock spiders to suffer i thought to myself ouch do they use ky jelly. someone said to me recently you should be writing lines for the comedy company i said you reckon. The think nick  never got one thing nick i knew more about the army than he thought i did our house was run just like a miltrary camp the one i was taught was respect and honour my father most of the time was a gentleman in public i never heard him swear until i was a teenager he was groomed and cultured he groomed me from early childhood to be polite and charming to dot my i and cross my t's i was a product of what he had made even if i didnt like someone to smile and be polite. His favorite word if he thought someone was a mug he would call them a goose. If nick had my father he would'nt have been so disrespectful and a crybaby he should have rang my father and said your daughters sending me nasty messages and he would have laughted at him. No one knew coffman and i were so tight because i was drug free and he knew he could trust me i never riped anyone off wherever i went he would track me down i never knew how he did that,he would often turn up out of the and take me to lunch or to the beach. One day he turned up when i was at marrickville he sad he was taking me to the beach and we went to the centrel coast, woy woy the entrance somewhere like that he said fuk fuk the dee's behind him and then he said to me throw it out the if it gets any closer so i did and then we stopped at a garage in woy woy i think his bus parked near by in a caravan park a man with a scraggy pony tail jumped in the back seat

 to me fcuk fcuk thats a dee car behind me he handed me a yellow ballon with herion in it and said if they get any closer throw it out the window,i did anyway i wasnt handling his drugs the car passed and had to go back looking for it he told me it was worth 7 thousand dollars he found it of coarse and then we went to a garage and a guy jumped in the back with a scaggy ponytail and the transaction took place he had his bus parked at the a caravan park not far away. coffman was a super paranoid guy we went to the beach after that.Before nick assaulted me i was ok after that when you spoke to me from behind it never registered people used to thik i was being rude but i was'nt and they said the frontal lobe was damaged and stuff would roll off my tongue the filteration was damaged before that i was very polite and well mannered.Graeme would tick up drugs with the dealers and pull me up in the street and say im gong to bash your brother if he does'nt pay me whatever the amount was at the time it was quiet comman for them to tick up and pay on pay day good old john howard who the prime minister at the time.One day i got baled up by a drug dealer i'd never met before and he wanted me to give graeme a message it was always the same message but he had moral fibre for a drug dealer and wouldnt take my money he had principles and wated graeme to face him. I became friendly with smon the cop and i never told him about my dramas he was a great guy he gave graeme $50 when he was working for the charity i bet that went to the dealer,he said to me one day i can tell an honest bloke i never had the heart to set straight or involve him in my troubles he was a gentleman he toke me to the police museum and doyles resturant we often socialise we were just mates the day i was at doyles theo turned up with jody and simon and i had falling out because i wouldnt go to the beach with i should been straight with him and said ther've warn me into the ground im shattered.I never invloved anyone in my dramas that who i am. The only regret i have with simon i never asked him to try on his policemans hat he was a good sport. A friend of mine last year said to me whos is a veternam vet why do you hate the army i resented that i said i dont i have always been treated with respect by them i remember playing outside the sargents mess and they were all sweet to me and treated me like a princess and the army sailing club to,i'd go as far to say i had happy memories there particularly the christmas parties and special events they held. Mr.Bell and were mates thats it i amused him i made him laugh the services is tough life and toughh on the families that is a fact.Someone said to me you do stand up comedy i said ok its a career option.We got zena the princess warrior with her poisened tipped arrow in one corner and nick the gallah in the other ding ding round 2 but this zena come out wearing her battle amour i have the ability to take something serious and make sound funny.Shelly and used to have a 300 dollar dance and now with inflation its 400 on a closing note ching ching.And he also forgot to tell them he stood over me and made me go to liverpool court and withdraw an avo on him thems the breaks he must of got upset when i called him a big nose camel driving jockey you know they do have camel races in outback queensland.He also forgot to tell the police he stood over me and forced me to withdraw the avo on him at liverpol court.on a final note graeme brought a man called ewin pierce to meet my parents he was charming after he left they left my father was walking up the hallway singing oh bruce oh bruce oh bruce.

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

the criminals code

The crims code, i said to a pyshcologist this how it is its them against us, you dont talk to the police or you become an outcast. the crims serve up their own justice especially in jail i also said to her the rules in NSW  around the sex industry are there no rules its time to rewrite the rule book. its been quite amusing in the bronks for me. barry stewart would score and supply my friends natalie and moses in exchange for drugs. theo also used to supply theo and moses theo ripped them off for $500 dollars worth of ice. theirs no honour among theives. J.O would sell his methodone to kurt. i met graham once when he was at maya's he would only go there when nobody was there graham was giving them coke but i never knew who he was. and one day i went the phone box with them she was off to the passport office that day and she rang graham from the phone box outside the old post office in riverwood. she was in a hurry to get her passport because she already had paid for the ticket. before this J.O maya was already at J.O's.
one day moses gave me his car which he wanted to sell i said id drive it for a while and see if i liked it it was a bomb, i decided not to buy it and i had it parked out infront of my mothers one evening and i believe kurt stole it and dumped it in a street close by. i organise someone my brother knew to buy it trying to help them out because they were strapped for cash and then i was living in brisbane i find arrived in the mail for abandoning this vechile near my mothers the council said someone registed it in my name i certainly didnt. prior to this the guy who brought the car i had lent him $20 dollars cause he was hard up thats gratitude for you. getting back to nick he forgot to tell the nsw police service his adopted nephew was peddeling drugs and his sister was a drug user as well and after our wedding she offered a friend of mine some drugs. from the time i was young i never got involved in their criminal activites and chris never involved me i always chose to walk in a straight line dont get me wrong i knew what the deal was who was who and what was what but that was there business. when i was young sophie and i used to have coffee actually it was vienna coffee and louie used to say cash the cheque good country australia.
i met this crim through a friend he was old school and he said to me ill get your car back and ill break f..ckers spine and i said no mate thats not my style. if i truely wanted revenge i could have had it a long time ago i could have called in some favours from the old days chris was pretty well known around the traps. my favoured message i sent to him which came out of the mouth of a drunken mate nick the elelephant says to liz the camel why are your boobs on your back. liz the camel says thats a good fucking one coming from someone with their cock on their face. a lot of my friends from the old days have a terrible sense of humor.
women think there clever because they can fake orgasams. big deal men can fake a whole fucking relationship, just not one root
big bloke gets pulled over by the cops with a vb label stuck to his forhead cops ask if he has been drinking, he replys no i have given up i am on patches.
three women in one family are prostitutes mum charges $100 dollars for a blow job, daughter $120 for a blow job, grandma just grateful for a warm drink,
a man walked into the guiness book of records to show he had the smallest penis in the world, after being nocked back for the record he walked out angry shouting well who the fuck is nick.
white girl meets black man in disco and takes him home and says tie me to the bed and do what black men do best so he ties her up and fucks off with the ctv and stero.
husband says to wife would you like to have sex, wife says we cant i have a gyno's appointment in the morning. husband says have you got a dentist appointment to.
men in bed reading a book with wife, man moves hand down to tease her pussy you want sex she asked na just want to wet my finger to turn the page.
found a 21 year old girl tied to the railwAy line last night i untied her and had great sex all night hoping for a blow job later if i can find her head.
if the dove is the bird of love, what is the bird of true love, the swallow
post office has issues a nmew stamp with a fanny on it for womens awarness week it is caused a great deal of confusion as men are unsure whicxh side to lick.
message from nokia.due to testing your phone will vibrate for 8 minutes so take this chance to shove it up your arse and enjoy.
nokia making people cum together.
what does a dwarf get if he runs through a womans legs a clit round the ear and a flap across the face.
the big bad soldier obviously felt intimidated but he wasnt intimidated when he had his penis in my mouth. wink wink nudge nudge say no more.

Monday, 19 March 2012

the final days in the bronx

The final days in the bronks the story starts in marrickville that was coffmans turf j.o was a runner for coffman and one lovely day j.o ripped off coffman j.o was a herion addict i hadnt seen j.o since edgeware rd years ago his girl name was chrissie they split long ago.I bumped into j.o after i moved to the bronks  he ran most of the pot and scams all the crims stopped by to have a natter with him.The storey goes with maya like this she met a guy though j.o called graham who he had a green  four wheel drive and was fianced through a melbourne crew i dont know who they were he was a always at j o's and a lebanese drug dealer that ran the drugs in riverwood was always there.He was suppling my brother and maya 1000 to 2000 dollars worth of coke a day free of charge.She and my brother told me she going overseas to bring coke allegedly 1kg of pure grade stuff.I told her not to do it many times than i thought id start fishing for imformation from them.I was going to drop that bitch on her ass. My brother signed her passport  application and i kept asking graeme to introduce me to graham i said to graeme to tell him no one would suspect me ill slip through customs because im a straighty 180 we were suppose to meet at the strawberry hotel but he never showed up id often see him at narwee shops i never got there confidence back because the police doged me i said to my brother tell him ill do for a 100 to make sound legit i can talk the talk and walk the walk with the crims i know how they think and operate.SO against my advice she went they paid for her ticket twice which was big bickies and she came back she told me the bag was leaking and the cops turned up and she threw it out the window and she said she took off to the airport she was searched at the sydney airport and then taken to the hospital for six hours for tests.Apparently they were after her blood and she says they said she ripped them off this graham disappeared as quickly as he appeared.Its rumoured she was only a decoy lets face it a bad drug addict is a red light beckon for customs.Maya told me she was getting 40 thousand ten up front and 30 upon deleivery.I wonder why they never charger her with anything well thats the bronks.I sugarcoated this for years and maybe pretended it was'nt really happening slotted it into a back of mind where it wouldn't hurt me or bother anyone and day i'd wake up and it would all be a bad dream but that day never came,yes i did wake up and it discusted me  so much that was worse.I kept telling myself it be better,it will be different tomorrow but it was.A lady called janice said to me one day in reference to kurt good rittens to bad rubbish my reply was here here.I said to someone recently i feel like i rejoined the human race,may be the final chapter is just begining for me . i sort of like having no money now because no one wants to take anything from you my friends said to me one day you cant do this they will send you to jail my reply was at least ill have a peaceful life there 3 meals a day whats the problem.i think its high time the ato sent mr gioulbaxiotis a bill for all the money he took off me and mr tselikas and of course david too. and my childrens fathers should be sent a bill for 18 years of unpaid child support, cheap bastards

Sunday, 18 March 2012

the final chapter my introduction to the bronks

The final chapter of the bronks they all treated me like a clown and a mug even a police officer who attended my mothers one day and totally dismissed what i said to about this drug dealer.The day at my sons i stood in between this lebanese man my son to stop him being injured he was throwing punches left right and centre,afterwards what did dept of housing do nothing.I met a girl through graeme and barry whos name was kerry she was the worst dry addict could imagine she had sores all over her chest barry asked me to give her a job i tried her for a few hours and paid her i knew it was'nt going to work.Later Barry told me she had sex in my car with nick my then husband if you could call him that.Nick was getting a drug called keratin or something like that they refer to it as special k or k from where he worked as an apprentice welder he was always coming to my place looking for sex we had an argument over kerry i said to him your going to give me aids you c..t.i never was intimate with him from that day.I never relised at copeland street shelley was taking the girls phone numbers down there was one girl blair who worked a few hours here and there i never relised she had a drinking and drug problem she was a nasty nasty drunk im told shelly became pals with her after copeland street i gave her maragets number in goulburn because i thought she had kids to feed i never relised the who time they were backstabbing me.I later found out blairs ex partner was a biker or affiated with them,she was right home with maragret she would be nice to your face and backstab everyone she could behind their back i dont like that i went out of my so many times to help and tried to find staff for her oh well such is life.Before i left copeland street i had been to a wedding with my friend mr bell i went home and at some time he returned to my unit pressing the doorbell and calling out to me,i never answered i was hiding in my room not knowing what to do nick was harrassing me every day til i signed the car over.What was i to tell mr. bell where did start how did i get away from what i should said to mr bell is what nick had done i didnt know before lurnea who the minister of defence and what did or who and what the cheif and commander was and what they did i didnt even know before that if you were't happy with the way the govertment treated you you could complain.if i ever had the chance i would apologise to mr ikan.And after copeland nick s opened a business at parramatta shelley had taken the numbers of the girls to take them there but i never knew that at the time.I went over there to help him set it up i asked a friend of mine steve to put furniture together for him nick was pretty useless for a man,army didnt teach him much i dont think.i used my petrol hes a using scumbag of course it wasnt sucessful without me at the helm i ran my businesses miltary style everything to precision thats why i gave them the shits i think.shelley forgot to tell the nsw police about the vicacious messages she sent me clients spew when they see you you never wanted your chidren your children are criminals everyone hates you just to name a few it went on all night.And maragret in goulbourn get rid of solo worker that go there to try there luck she get people to ring to find there location and then rings the motel to have thrown i beleive in live and let live.And for kurt he would stand over me and make me pay for his drugs i went to a unit in riverwood one day the lady's name was maya all the dealer met the drug addicts there he forced to pay for his drugs when maya got her drugs she lifted her skiirt and jammed the syringle in til she found a vein she had a gapping hole in her ground i ran out side to be sick.this day there was a young girl stabbing herslf in the arm at least twenty times then i found later kurt was having sex with her i told i wanted a divorce he was going to give me a disease and they ask why dont i trust anyone.Theo also told me suppling drugs to the girls in the clubs he thought that made the girls work harder and he was a big man.Theo would go to my sons unit and bring pot and coke him janet and graeme would smoke it most of the time he got janet to pay one night he was to stoned and said to me can you drive me to mascot i didnt relise thats where his dealer was they would smoke in excess of $1000 .And as for david he said i hit but i if i did something to a man i would grab and twist their nads they can ask my ex partner that.kurt stole my car on several ocassions and they never did anything even when he'd have a full pay  he'd go to woolworths and put things down his pants and walk out i abused him once in front of riverwood plaza dont ever do that shit when your with me again,and as for my brother paying bills is against his religion if the electricity gets turned off he goes to the box tirn it back on barry stewart taught him one he ran up a 1150 electricity bill in my sons name and im paying it off he thinks his centerlink money is just to buy drugs with he doesnt even buy food may be 10 or 20 dollars every now and then.Barry had all these people staying with including a baby it was flee riden and i continually gave them for the baby and the baby's granndmother started having sex with my husand behind my back and he had the check to tell the police i was going to hurt the baby what a load of shit i would never harm child.kurt was constantly stealing off me because thats what drrug addicts do.During this time one of them vandelised my sons gas metre. since ive started this i had a threatening voice mail message from i beleive nick why would you do that if you have nothing to hide and my car vandelised one again.barry and i have an understanding now stay away from my kids and car its cool bananas.being here taught you have to protect yourself and most and a have a best friend now that wont use or betray me her name is hope she's a siberian husky.kurt used to make sit there and watch him shoot up and then he would abuse and intimidate me when he was herion it was like he was on speed and when he was on speed its like he was on herion he used what ever was avaible even oxycotin crushed up .i gave in to them to save the peace they mistoke my kindness for a weakness someone said to me recently who are you gi jane i no robin hood with a poisened tip arrow.Id never met people like this in my whole life.this my storey and my introduction to the bronks i said to pal recently in humour call me the pink panther exit stage left.I never hit anyone in the face in my who until that day i was fighting for my life.The nsw police never undrestood my friend terry stood up for me because he didnt want me to be exposed to anymore violence or trauma.there was a blonde lady stayed on with david at copeland street she was an alcoholic nick drove past her at wiley park near where she lived and offered her a lift i wonder how he knew she lived there she didnt tell anyone where she lived.she later went to work at the brothel in riverwood for mature ladies i ran into her one day on the way to work.Nick would often ridcule me about albert death i could take that to die from aids is a cruel way to go so nick i got thing to say you sit on it and rotate.

Saturday, 17 March 2012

part 3 the solo sex worker

my final blog i dedicate to special friends in brisbane who warned me she said to me you cant do this you will have a target on your back i said who cares i used to joke with some people who weren't with me at the time to cover my pain i never wanted anyone to know how sick or psycholically deranged nick made me i say the devil made me do it.it started out as a psycotic episode which soon ended up in psycological derangement the night at terrys where i filped out it only be decribed as it was like i was on angel dust or speed but i was drug free i was yelling and screaming jumping up and dowm i was in a frenzy swinging my head pullling my hair is this you want to see i was in a pyscotic rae i was yelling about nick bashing me then went on about nick ridiculing me my brother raping me and throwing me out the window he said you sick bitch you fucked your brother and than theo suving a beer bottle up my ass then i ran out the door and jumped in my car i thought i was on my way home next thig i knew i was in dreadnaught st roselands i ran down the street and up into the next street i smashed every panel of my car in yelling out you evil barstard and ran down the street absolutely no one was in sight once again nick got people to lie for him.i returned to terrys yelling and screaming what about i dont know at some stage we rang my lawyer none off this was real to me i had lost my tap on reality i could tell my treatig doctor i was a sex worker i could tell him what was going on in head after i did i held my head and slouched over the steering wheel in the begining i went to a healing session at st stephens uniting church i beleived god had abandoned me all these years it was my faith that kept me going my mothers grandfather was a minister of religion .in the begining it started over sending one another stupid sms's some of them were quiet funny and stupid really i was very sick really terry and his drunken friends would stupid things to me so stupid me started texting other people to,then i went to get my car back i never broke in as it was alleged i had a entry card and key i toke my car and left did no damage stole nothing im not a theif and the question i ask the police and army if nick was so worried about me why didnt he ask the army to do a psyh assesment. these are the injuries i live with every day of my life damaged vision cant see in poor light severe anxiety which esculaes into psycotic rage panic episodes i get thoughts stuck in my head and it wont come out my mouth sometimes i choke on my words i am totally reliant on others i get disorientated often i can never find things in my handbag i see it but doesnt register in my brain.if only someone had helped before it was to late when i sent these messages i never knew what was wrong i never knew i was sick i never knew what psychartric hospital was.QUIET often my limbs just shake and i have to ask people what day is it today what is the date.nsw health said its not there problem so did nsw police service so did the defence force so old health and old police so who was suppose to help me.let me tell you about my introduction to the riverwood area aka the bronks they shuld come and film here for the sit com housos i met kurt shaw through my brother graeme i kept to myself i dont really talk to people unless they talk to me im not agressive unless people are rude to me the areas 60% drug addicts and dealer theres one scumbag called or saaid he uses kids and people that have psycological problems to move his drugs he moves his operatoin from houso unit to unit and lets everyone else take the wrap vermin and comes back in the evening to collect his takings.I used to have a unit at narwee when all this stuff nick was going on i had to go to sutherland court one day and i told them what nick was doing to me shelley and my lawyer was there and treated me like shit and basically said they didnt give a shit.When it was over i moved out i really had enough,the only regret i have is i wasnt sucessfull when i triedto commit suicide and im made to live like this every day of my life i have no fear of death you relise when your that close you cant take houses and money and wealth with you when you go.When i left narwee i left my furniture with my til i found a new place and he sold it to a shop without my permission for drugs.i met all these no hopers in riverwood through him,One day i met Kurt in his flat they sitting organising a drug deal little did i know to cut a long story short i befriended kurt because i thought i could get him off the drugs and show him how to live life without committing crime i never knew the extent of his criminal record anyway i was warned and i was wrong.I met a lady called Janice who kurt asked me her to answer the phone for me he asked her boyfriend luke to rob me at the end of the shift Janice told me and was really upset.Kurt to janices eand lukes one day he turned on there gas and walked out they were really pist he could killed everyone in the building.when i was at rooty hill i gave sarah $50 to get my divorce certificate from kurt he pretended to look through paers and ran off with the money.Recently two young police officers came to my mums and they totally sympathic with my plight with my son and they were perfect gentlemen.one day barry stewart chased with four of his mates from riverwood to penshurst and he hide.I to give barry money when he was hanging out my heart when out to him and for food we were on good terms til i met kurt,,kurt did want me to talk to anyone he use to accuse me of having sex with everyone in the building including a lady.one day luke rang me barry had chased my son scott through riverwood he went to luke for protection i had to protect my boys the police wouldnt so i went to pick him up i was off my meds and on ivf drugs i had been gardening i had a pick and garden tools in the car he threw stones at my car i stopped he kicked the door and the window and tried to pull scott out so i got out and chased him up the road with a pick he had a dog on his shoulder and dropped it and i sad whos the bitch now i was never going to huirt him but the brut got the message then shorter later he accused me of egging his unit spare wouldnt waste the two dollars.Then it was quiet for a while the lebenese moved in next to my sons i never bothered them or even said anything to them my rang me the day i was i got there and the lebanese man was on my sons property i demanded he got back on his own property my son had a spilt chin ihe had a swing at the other one the guy had previously sunk the boot into the dogs in park.he grabbed my hands and i dont like anyone touching me so i kneed him in the nads as girls do he hurt my wrists.the lebonese take up the whole street with trucks ,cars and in the side street they built a huge shelter out the back with electricity running to it someone told me theres more than one family and are running a business as well as centerlink if this true i dont k now but they most certainly got preferential treatment after the lebanese run riverwood i treat people.Then we come back to kurt he was sub letting his flat to the girlfriends sister and they were running herion from there and then back sub let it to someone else and now gets scripts for valium and temazepam and sell them to paul in the building i resent this because it makes it hard for drug free people like me with genuine problems.Duing this time with my family i was constantly hiding my wallet and my money would disappear and in large sums as soon as i closed my eyes it would be gone,they demand it and ver me til they got it yell at me make me pay there bills rent food drugs recently my son said to me you dirty fucken whore i should bash you when he found others know know what therve been doig to me.I really think the dept of husing should have moved ben a long tme ago,mick murphy put up a gazebo he was made to pull it down .When i moved to 43 maquarie street in brisbane my was always sending the kids to the rear of my house where i worked from to get money i would just give to them so they would go i never wanted my boys arund the sex industry i wanted to protect them from it and because of what happened at marrickville the policewomen said to i shouldnt have opened the door.so when i was attacked i never defended myself,my mother tried to pull these women off me.When i was in brisbane the redlands hospital knew i was suffering every day they i was heading towards psycotic i wonder why they regressed to quickly so much had happned there it took me 8 years to goback after chris's death we had child abuse child rape bashig the court order woodfood several assaults the trueth is they didnt really want to treat me because i was a sex worker ther was this indian doctor he looked down his nose at me and sad dr roberts had me over medicated and it took them 6 to 9 weeks to give me medication he gave me the shits i had an episode one day on him and said what would you know hes been a shrink for 40 years mate hes met serial killers ha ha get on a boat and piss off back to pakistan i think he got upset.During this every day was a fight not to commit suicide it became a compulsion i remember one day sitting on the floor holding my head hoping i would wake and just be normal again i would trade any amount of money for that.When i went back to brisbane around 2000 i met a sweet guy called nick p i reconcilled with him september of 2010 we had been communicating since april he promised the world a normal job a place to work and he said to me ill pay yor mortgage if you cant the whole time i was there dianne marshall was intimidating me the floods struck it was difficult for nick p started drinking conbined with pills that wasnt for me i got my own house i found a lawyer the police did have to come looking for me  because im not a criminali just didnt know what to do that was the problem.Eventually i told the lawyer to jam it and told them i would represent myself and they had it heard behind my back i was pist it reminded me of 1989 with my parents.When i was with nick.p i demanded he left the door unlocked after what kurt had done to me he kept locking it which aggravated me he wanted to marry me but why should i marry him and stay in this industry he was obsessed about having sex the time and couldnt stand for anymone to touch me  not even hold my hand they said it was from the abuse sexual dysfunction i laid in bed next to him he insisted on touchig me jump up and say no one touches when im sleeping so i slept on the futon and i used curl over to the edge of bed.nick tried hard i told him to find someone else .one day year ago when i was normal or at least half normal nick had friends over flat cooparoo and the george the guy that assaulted me as a teenager was there i was terrified can you beleive that it was so confronting he sid to nick i was trouble and i told nick to be careful of him he used to hang out at souths in brisbane i thik someone told me he used to hang out with the black ulans he later riped him off 10 thousand dollars nick had five women on the go before i arrived one only had one leg he liked all women obviously ha ha his son told me.when we spilt he send he sent me shit loads of nasty sms messages he said im going to cops on you going to centerlink ato your going to jail ive given you hep c i thought he'll get over it eventually he was good to me never leveled any violence at me so if ever read this peace with you always.And a special thanks to a special lady by the of jen who changed my life and gave me the faith to go on.

Friday, 16 March 2012

part 2 my life as a solo sex worker in nsw

during my time at dangar place towards the end 1 day i went out shopping with betty and after shopping we went to the bourbon and beef steak at kings cross we ordered a glass of wine and betty invited 2 gentlemen i only had 1 glass of wine i had given the waitress a tip i went to the toilet i was gone for more than an hour betty never came looking for me i was passed out on the floor vomiting in the toilet the waitress was worried she came looking for me many people believe my drink was possibly spiked that night she could have lweft me to die in a toilet in kingscross and she said she was my friend ive learnt in the industry you dont have friends you have aquaintences its who can screw you over the hardest during the time i was with my ex husband nick he humiliated me and demoralised me in every way possable he verbally abused me on a daily basis he kept saying to me your a whore, prositute i rang your father he loaves you with a passion he thinks your a dirty filthy slut and your a stupid bitch your dont iron cams he would throw food at me cups at me plates at me unless of course he wanted something from me towards the end there was a woman he was seeing and he was even ringing her and texting her from our martial bed when i was in brisbane he asked me to come back he kept telling me baby itll be diffrent this time i wanted to believe him when i moved into penshurst he forgot to tell the nsw police service he was stalking me between nick and the nsw police service they provoked me until i had a full mental break down did they give a shit they still kept tormenting me arfter that ill tell you what i only told 1 pyschcologist i was tormented until i had probably as many has 20 voices in my head at 1 time you know what these voices were saying it wasnt like someone talking to me these were the voices of every vicacous name and vicacous things all these arseholes said to me i couldnt turn it off it was there day and night and then i had a mental picture of stabbing him in the heart of an with an ice pick and the hurstville police treated me like the criminal, he ran me down in my car in my friends drive way and the police didnt even respond he broke a gate to get into the carpark to steal the car which was registered in my name and they took it on themselves to decide it was his car allthough a magistrate awarded it to me so how does that work. obviously my ex husband got preferencial treatment by the nsw police force is it corruption or incompedence. once or twice you could be forgiving but not this many times i was staying at my friends place the night this happend i shared the bed with him only because it was a 1 bedroom flat i got up hed touched me while i was sleeping by accident which led to a full pyscotic episode i jumped up and down on the spot yelling and screaming at the top of my voice pulling my hair and saying no man touches me with out  my permission have you got that do you understand that. And as far as the nsw police force were concerend it was okay for my husband to bash me until i had epilepsy no body knew about the extent of the brain damage or let me put it like this they didnt want to know until last year ive really got a great life now i take pills every day i walk round in circles in the shopping centere not being able to see what i need to buy and then sometimes i go to buy something and i forget i was even there or i buy something and walk off with out it and sometimes i pay too much money and i walk off and the shop keeper chases me to give me my goods and change, this arsehole who used to be my husband who took all my money and then made out to the nsw police service he was ark angel gabriel took away my abilty to live a normal life i rely on other people to read my letters for me i can read a few words and the words i read dissapear from my brain as soon as i read them so the question ive got for mr keep is how do you sleep at night ill tell you how i sleep is by taking sleeping tablets and they wonder why i abuse them
getting back to theo he introduced me to a mr klappis and he told me he had propertys for sale under bender finance agreements i was intrested but i didnt really understand it i initally spoke to nick klappis on the phone initally theo told me if i brought 1 and rented it out and rented it out it would only cost me $150 dollars a week one saturday morning near easter about 18 months ago theo came to my house and took me to meet mr klappis at the third avenue block of apartments in blacktown he filled out a form for me and got me to give him $1000 dollars deposit and the reciept was on a invester prepiaty reciept he told me he had a partner and that she was a woman there office was at potts pt he even gave me a picture of the unit which i still have which i was going to buy he harrased me for money every week all the time he had my money and i had no contract later he told me he didnt trust his partner and he had not deposited my funds into a trust account i kept demanding them back my solicitor kept emailing and ringing and faxing with no response in the end i instucted him to get my money back about 4 months had passed so one day he rang me and he said ive got a town house for you to have a look at at rooty hill he told me he had a newq buisness partner and he was controlling the managment of it iniatlly my brother graeme co singed the intent to puchase form but knowing how unreliable he was i had a change of heart he took me to see the town house and also told me carpark 5 was mine if i went ahead i met him one day at brighton and he had a contract previously to this diane marshall from preloved homes kept ringing me and hassaling me to sign the contract they were intimadating me nick klappis said to me a brighton if i didnt sign theyed give the property to someone else i allready told diane marshall on the phone who my solicitor was and i have had legal consultation and they tell me the contract should have gone to him i kept telling nick klappis over and over and over i want my solicitor to see the contract first. diane marshall kept saying i couldnt take it to my solicitor because he didnt understand fender finance agreements its a specialised area and then they harrashed me from then the time i signed the agreement i payed diane marshall $3000 on the day i put $350 in her account plus $1650 into nick klappis account another $1000 went into diane marshalls account which made a total of $3000 that i had a agreed to pay them at the time of signing the contract i was harrashed from the day i moved in there the strater sent me a letter and said i couldnt park there in number 5 allthough there was a sticker that said number 5 both nick klappis and diane marshall said before i moved in there that i could park there when my solicitor contacted diane marshall she blatenly lied to him about the amount of money that i had put into the property these contracts are dodgy what pre loved homes do is put the price up on the contract it says 388 thousand my solicitor tell me its worth 285 thousand 300 thousand in a great market and diane marshall also forgot to tell me dilibertly the garage had been illegally renavated into a living space. then the air conditioner broke down so diane marshall forced me to pay 700 dollars to get it fixed what pre loved homes do they dilbertly put people in there that arnt going to be abler to fulfill the contract and go arfter the first home owners grant and when they fall behind kick them out and keep all of the money and rip off the department of state revenue my solicitor is called criminal content or an average joe or an village idiot like me would call it fraud fuck her she was constantly harrassing me and charging me extra fees and she has tried to intimidate the real estate agent that is looking after the property on several diffrent occasions.
in refrence to theo when i first met him i lived in manildra st in earlwood each time he came to visit me he brought more clothes he was never asked to move in he took it upon him self one day he left his jacket there it was nearing chritsmas hen left his jacket hung over my door and he had a jacket full of coccaine satuals i was working night shift at after dark my brother rang him who is a drug addickt and asked to get 1 of the satuals graeme stole the jacket and ran up the road theo had these satuals ready to sell at a chritsmas party theo and his drug dealer forced me to work and pay back the cost of the drugs what a great guy. then several years later he started working at a club in the cross as a cashier my brother tells me stripper rama but im not 100 percent sure then he was promoted to barman and then he started looking after the girls and then he would get coke for the girls and force some clients. arfter hours have threesomes and drug partys he met a lady there by the name of jody who was an ice and herion addickt im told he had regualar threesomes by the names of michelle and jody at the time he was living in the bottom of maclay street i believe he may have worked at 2 clubs in the cross the love machine and stripperrama prior to me signing this contract with nick klappis i was very hesitant he kept assuring me it was above board one day i had a sms war with him which was just before easter before i signed the contract i kept saying to him you robbed me once he goes nobodys going to believe you rorys reputable and your not youve got a big fat arse nobody loves you anymore i was an old slut messages to this effect for inexcess of 2 hours
i used to work in liverpool from a motel and shelly was anwsering the phone for me i met a client called david, david was very fond of me i would even go as far to say he adored me i needed to get a flat but i couldnt cause i didnt have a job on paper shelly kept saying to me over and over shelly said ask david to put a lease in his name for you you have to piss nick off hes just using you for money and sex you are nothing to him when are you going to see that. i dont like asking anybody for anything shelly kept pressuring me for weeks on end really or she was worried about was the money i gave her, evetually i gave in and asked him so david put the lease in his name for me and i had a sub lease but david said he wanted to marry me i explained to him i was still married to someone else nick stormed in to the unit at copeland street and said i quote who the fuck are you. i started operating the buisness and everything was okay for a while it was very stressful for me because i had david harassing me and nick harassing me it was sort of a situation of braveheart i was having each of my limbs pulled from each direction david saw the dollars i was making i think he got dollar signs in his eyes i ahd another receptionist called gale i never knew but gale and david were conspiring behind my back david wanted my buissness gale and david hassled me to put 2 other ladys on i wonder why the stress they were putting me under was making my epilepsy very unstabdavid wanted my buisness with out paying any money for it they drove me to a point to where i was suicidal do you think i was actually worried about the buisness or making money or having to get out of bed to have sex with men everyday for money what a joke so i tried to commit suicide and ended up in icu and when i woke up shelly and nick were there, the day i was discharged david was standing at the door giving me evil looks and then i walked downstairs into the cafe and started fitting. a short time later i was making arragments to leave the unit david assulted me and broke my thumb he was convickted in the local court and he changed his story in the district court and had the convition squashed it was a malacious act and according to the attorney generals office im a lier because im a prostitute they can go and fuck themselves the reason why i tried to commit suicide is i had eoungh and wanted to check out after david was charged he came to near where i lived and accused me of trying to get my sons to vandalise his car i should have belted him there and then but i didnt i would never get my sons in trouble with the law and ruin their lives i want them to have opportunities i never had 1 day after this was all over david came to my sons house at riverwood and asked me if i would go out to dinner with him that week we went tom revesby workers club fine dining restraunt and i believe he payed for it on his credit card the question ive got for you why would he ask me out for dinner if i had set him up when i was at the revesby workers club i ran into an old friend of mine qand her name was jane she used to run a swingers establishment at riverwood and now io believe has a brothel at liverpool nick my ex husband is a brothel rat i knew of this new buisness because he had been there to see her.  when i was having dinner with david he told me he had brought a house with a lady who was from cans and she used to be a arobics instuctor but she was working doing massage and hand relief this lady put 40000 thousand dollars into the property she was living and working from the property i believe and david said to me hed put her clawse in the contract so if she didnt pay he would keep everything and he told me he was trying to force her for him to live in the property as well that night david asked me to have sex with him when we returned to my sons house.
david had a second job working for magic moments escort agency as a driver he told me he would go and pick up coccaine for mandy from another escort agency at blues point so david is not who he pretends to be and they say im the lier i have a message for the attorney genrals office im giving you the finger, a birdy.

Thursday, 15 March 2012

my hard cold facts of being a solo worker in nsw

my demise began at newtown where i ran a buissness from a penthouse apartment lisa stanley was working from me and this is where i met mrs wilson im sure mrs wilson forgot to tell the nsw police service that she knew lisa stanley because they were both drug addickts i met brin around this time 96 and formed a relationship with him and hed allways go on about getting aids he didnt know it but he was mentally abusing me like he was telling me something i didnt know this is when the big ripp off took place i eventually moved to mosman brin allways made me feel inadequate so i started dieting so i could look just the way he wanted me to i went to china town and a chinese herbalist gave me royal jelly ginsing vials to promote weight loss i met fiona there and trained her as a receptionist i treated everybody so well i never understood why they would wanna steal from me everday at mosman something would go missing brian my ex partner approached me when i first moved to mosman to house 1 of his asian women but i declined 1 day during the day was in his car infront of my unit block unbeknown to me he should have been at his surgerey my friend bill had been visiting  and they had an argument out the front the next thing i knew my car was spray painted with the words aids whore and a vicacous letter was left under my door it was sooner aproaching chritsmas i went chritsmas shopping for my children to make sure they had a lovely christmas i spent over 4000 dollars in gifts christmas eve afternoon my brother stole all the gifts and took them back for refunds and i madly ran round with the funds i had left to try and get some presents i didnt get very much 4pm in the arfternoon my son scott he never forgot that christmas and kept saying to me why doesnt santa like me then i moved to surry hills mosman left a sour taste in my mouth. it was buiissnes as usual 1 afternoon brin was standing out the front and and he said to a client shell like you you have nice aftershave on during this time avaram savos approached me and asked me to give angela a job who was involved the robbery at edgeware road i didnt want to but i did because of him i found out later she was using drugs the whole time these women were working for me they were conspiring behind my back. during this time i rented a house from my mother and she just got up and took off to melbourne cause it suited her and left 2 of the children with me 2 houses to pay rent for both in my name and i had to find someone to look after my children im good but im not that good i could only be in 1 place at 1 time it just became all too much so  i went to melbourne and took the kids there eventually i went back to sydney and moved to dangar place mrs wilson worked there for a while this is where i started to become unstable i developed anerexia novsa i split up with brin during this time with no exp;lanation if id done something it would have been ok my son and my brother caught him looking through my doors previously to this brin and i had been a witness to the black market getaway car murder a detective sullaven came to interview me there and it was obvious to him i was unstable so the question i had is why didnt detective sullaven call in a psyc team to acess me ill give you the anwser they didnt give a shit not long after this i had a really bad feeling allmost chilling i ahd a receptionist working for me named kim who was from cans this chick was so shifty she told me she had a biker staying with her and all of a sudden i had all of these bikers that were coming to see me which wernt all my normal clientel i have allways had an a list eastern suburbs clientel. my brother was allways runninbg round the cross doing drugs in my early 20s i had a relationship with a guy known as john walsh aka john boy at the time he was selling drugs from the book shop at porkys in the cross the manageress name was georgie. 1 day i was looking for graeme john boy had sold graeme a dirty deal and we ended up in a screaming match in front of the club and i raced up to st vincents hospitial graeme had oded later i went back to see john boy and said to him how dare you sell my brother drugs my whole life ive been picking him up off the ground paying his drug debts clothing him picking him up wqhen he ods but the real storey when graeme was doing check fraud to the tune of 253000 dolars and he took my son to the cross and promised to buy him a pair of reeboks my son was 10 years of age and watched graeme score and inject drugs and was anybody ever worried about his safety i rang all and sundry trying to get some assistance now lets talk about the rights of the child, my legal rights as a child my childrens legal rights to live in a happy safe home enviroment with no exposure to drugs it was my brother that told my children that i work in the sex industry to saboatage my relatioship with them he got my eldest 2 sons on to canabis deliberitly to destroy them drug dealers in my opinion are the vermin of society nobody ever asked me why i dont like drugs drugs have claimed some very close people in my life. after danagr place i moved to lawrence st in alexandria it was business as usual i had a lady called kim and another lady called betty working as a recptionist for me but all they were was back stabbing cows i worked day and night to keep everybody happy and i went to a psycic called cliff from the light house at balkum hills whom i had seen when i was much younger i knew him quite well and he said to me i was clinically depressed i should  have been perfectly happy by other sex workers standards i had the abilty to turn a buisness into gold. i lived in a beauitful apartment lovely furniture brand spanking new sports car but i felt like my heart was dragging along the floor  my mother was in melbourne with my children. theo had just brought a brand new property at 161 kangaroo pt kangaroo pt in sydney with the proceeds of my sweating tears i was recomended to go see a lady judith collins of earth keepers healing sancuarty she was a spirtual healer i was under the belieth that someone somehow could take away my pain and deep seeded greif on the way back from seeing judith collins i had 1 word going round and round in my head i couldnt make it go away and the word was aids it wouldnt stop i had to live like this day and night how do you go and tell a doctor this sort of stuffi ahd an argument recently with the pa hospitial in brisbane they put on the report that i was a sex worker and i said to them that is my choice if i choose to disclose that information to a medical perfessional and when i used to go to a doctor i never used to tell them that for 1 reason they sit there and look at you and look doiwn at you and treat you with contempt and your the scum of the earth and they also put on it that my children belong to 4 diffrent fathers which isnt true and the day in was being discharged they wrote on it i obsconded which infact i was there with my partner and we both said to the staff we were going outside for a ciggarete and the doctor said to both of us at the time when we had a look at the report he would remove that but he blatenly lied to my face i detest liers and this is not the last hes heard of it drs should check there facts black and white before they put it on a medical report i was treated like a complete scumbag at the pa hospitial. during the time at lawuarence st i kept working because every one expected me too and this 1 word kept going round and round in my head obviously this was the begining of my illness and you know who i blame that scumbag theo 1 day i went to have my hair done at a hair dressers at the marrickville metro i had a spiral perm that night half of the perm on 1 side of my head fell out obviously this was due to the poor phsyical state i was in. then 1 day it was all too much i couldnt even look i couldnt even look anyone in the eye and have a conversation with them so i jumped in my car i left everything behind and i drove to my mothers in melbourne. bill my friend went there the next day and he found these receptionist laughing and ridicualling me behind my back i was a big joke they were throwing my furniture around throwing my cushions around destroying my apartment taking whatever they wanted he was devastated even mortified still to this day hes never recoverd from it. after this i became a recluse i stayed with my mother in melbourne i went to centerlink and got 1 unemployment cheque and then i never responded to any of their letters because i couldnt leave the house. i tried working in a few establishments they main course blue crystal and eventually i went to ultimate massage in hawthorn road hawthorn in victoria the  sex industry is a lot more civilised i would go work a couple of hours get a few dollars and take off nobody ever took me to the hospitial longs i was earning money to give to them it was cool. norm was the nicest man he was a older man and used to give me a cupp of coffee and a piece of cake when i arrived and i just told him sometimes i just get overwhelmed with an attack of nerves and i just have to get up and go after this i went back to sydney i got a place at marickville my mother had moved to warnabool thats where my mothers relatives lived i started working privatley again and it was good shely came back to work with me i had started to recover but i was still very the recluse i only ventured out in the company of other people really i brought a pomerainian pet and i became very attatched to himand this is where the drama with asians came into it one day they turned up on my doorstep and threw a shoe in my face i recently had my nose done and i put my arm up to protect it they were yelling obsenitys at me so i had a bipolar spike and called her a asian mole the other 1 came up and got in my face and i pushed her away to protect my self and she fell down 2 steps and bruised her arm my son could hear my dog crying in my backyard a few days later shelly brought somebody elses pomerainen to me i insisted she took it back i said to her this dog is apart of somebodys family the next thing i know this aggresive police woman came to the front door and asked for a blond woman my mother and brother were there and she reafed me out the door by my arm and i went to the police station and she charged me with assualt this asian woman also forgot to tell the police here children were selling drugs and they broke into my house while i was at the police staion my property was damaged but did they care about that no eventually i contacted a lawyer called george hovan he represented me i had previously seen him as a client but i didnt remember that at the time and he failed to remind me of that and he told me he had previously had a sexual encounter with this police woman obviously when i was at the police station i was displaying mental health sypmtoms no phyc assesment was ordered or report in the court room on the day of the hearing i was still in recovery and once again i had this word going round and round in my head i was sitting in the back of the court room reciting the lords prayer to myself i knew i was screwed i was becoming agatated my brother never turned up to give evidence because he was using herion in the cross the magistrate asked me what i thought they were going to do with my dog and i think i may have said something along the lines chop it up and put it in their chop suey im not really a racist my own son happens to to be urasian outside the court room george hovan said to me is it nickila or the greek beauty and i walked off and i was so pissed off i thought to my self what an asshole what i should have said to the magistrate if i had of assualted this girl she would have been black and blue everytime i tried to recover i had someone to beat me down  with a stick.

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

descrimination sex workers suffer in austraia

i would like to tell you about the discrimination sex workers face every working day of their life all my life ive tried to protect my children i have 2 children that are now adults and they are under the mental health and cto's ive been constantly fighting with their case workers for them to do the right thing by them. one of my sons is under protective commision and i was allways hassiling them to give him more money out of his pension i was forced to pay for his vet bills for his pet dog lawn maintenece house maintenece carpet cleaning it got so bad i went to my locqal member for help and what did they do nothing. my son was walking round with the soles off his shoes and gaping holes in his runners they gave him $140 a week to live on. my son ben has major canibis problem so he took up gambiling of a way to support his drug problem and he seemed to be quite lucky then it became an ice/speed problem i constantly rang them about this and they treated me like a moron and the amount of screaming matches i had with his case manager over it oh and then she threatened me with an avo thats allright ill wipe my arse with her avo this is stuff nsw health does not want the genral public to know about my son never had any food in his fridge he was at his grandmothers place everyday demanding food and money all the time and would not leave till he got excatly what he wanted i used to go there and clean his house squats were cleaner then my sons house food was on the floor there was vomit on the floor there was dog poo on the floor sometimes when i went there i was so overwelemed i would sit there and hold my hand where do i start and then one day she demanded to prove where i was living the only regret i have is that i never punched her in the mouth recently i went to st george hospitial arfter lodging a complaint beacuse ive been treated like a scum bag for so long oh thats right im a prositiute that gives them the right to do that i had chest pain which i have often which is debilatating i told the nurse it was anxiety they checked my heart and ran all these tests sure eoungh its anxiety i wonder why medical staff dont liestien to their patients i over heard a desk nurse saying to another staff member saying shes making it all up so she can make a comnplaint it was like walking on egg shells in emergency i couldnt wait to get out of there i returned the next day and asked to see the manager which i never got to see which is my legal right and i saw this doctor and i ripped it into her as far as im concerned they can go and screw themselves i get stood over every day of my life for money and cigerates by at least 5 people and they say its ok and they wonder why im pissed off all the time we arnt taking 1 day a week we are talking 7 days a week i forgot to mention being stood over for money for drugs as well all i am to these people is a piece of flesh to have sex with people to get money to give to them and these are the hard cold facts and if i dont give it to them they call me a whore a prostitute a slut a slag a mole and if you dont give me your money you can get out on the street and they ask mwe why im constantly agitated and they wonder why i have bipolar spikes and scream at them and nsw health have the ordasitiy to say its my fault my son has a drug problem go figure i think i may have told them to go fuck themselves yesterday im done with being polite to these pricks and we will go to my other son he smokes pot all day every day and when hes not smoking pot hes smoking tobacco through the bong he smokes ciggarets all day  all night and hassels you till he gets what he wants hes really a lovely boy extreamly ill but they do nothing you would think that if they were on a cto and breached them that they would admit them to hospitial he showers with his undies on recently i took scott to the hospitial he has severe bowel problems that they dont want to treat and he bleeds anally he spends half the day on the toilet oh and when i was so sick they should have admited me and i have top private medical cover and im sitting here wondering why i even pay into it for i mase well donate the money to charity tonight a fight broke out at my mums home and my son demanded money for drugs once again he smashed the kitchen up i rang the police at 956pm and it is now 1101pm and still no attendance from the nsw police service cant complain about the service cause there is none in 2009 i lodged a complaint against my father for sexual assualt they didnt even bother investagating it until 5 weeks ago and my mother states she believes the qld police service are looking for a reason not to prosicute him half of what she told them did not appear in her statment i asked them to ammend my statement to add more information which they havent done and in my statment i refer to a mister woodford in western australia he told me he was charged with sexual assuting his 3 or 4 year old daughter but they never had eoungh evidence to convict why is a man like this still on the streets ill tell you why in the appinion of the police service if you complain or your a sex worker your scum in and their eyes i have complained to every member of the legislative assembley parlimentariians womens rights groups i sent a copy of my blog to every media network the human rights commision and if they think im going away until i get my court date there dead wrong and i have put pressure on them to change the legislation to protect sex workers they dont mind having sex with sex workers but then behind there backs they want to slag them off i had receptionist work for me who robbed me and i payed them well treated them with kindness even on the days i didnt work i payed them they need to register receptionist and give them police checks and policed checked to make sure this doesnt happen i went to st george hospitial recently and the nurse laughed in my face i went to centerlink recently and the woman on the desk laughed in my face maybe when they find themselves in the supreme court they wont be laughing or maybe i shoul;d do it like it was done in the old days walk up to 1 of the crims in the cross and get a piece and mame them permenatley like they did to me i dont find it funny i was raped robbed and humiliated and abused everyday of my life im sure they wouldnt be laughing then i might even make the 6pm news

Monday, 12 March 2012

the australian sex industry the scams and the scumbags in it

when i first met hyatt through theo tselikas i never knew they were both damaged units hyatt used to have group sex with 6 to 10 men at 1 go which was unprotected and never went for std check ups i tried to take her once she refused to go . i went to her unit in marrickville and she had 3 of the most beautiful daughters i would have cut off my right arm to of had a daughter. on this particular day hyatt was having sex with 1 man after the other and there was 10 men sitting in her lounge room while her little girls were playing in the yard i believe some time later docs took her children away

then we come back to ms wilson who makes out her shit doesnt stink she was working at amore of newtown she told me she was working there fulltime and collecting a dsp pension and amore only taxed her for 2 days so it never affected her pension centerlinkfraud in nsw and qld is so wide spread for 1 reason he brothels should be taking tax on behalf of the receptionst and ladies but its not legislated that they have to do so and its legal to practise unsafe sex as well if you ring a brothel and ask for unsafe sex they deny it but all you have to do is go in and ask the girls in person the brothel owners its a ladys choice .

and lets go back to ms wilson she slapped me with an avo because i fired her for dishonesty which cost me 1500 dollars to defend plus loss of earnings and pyshcological suffering i call this avo warfare people slap friends and ex partners with avos just because they have pissed them off and the courts are so tied up with this crap real cases are put to the back.

then we come to when i was living at penshurst i had this client and he flashed this wallet at me and said he worked for the council and unless i gave him free sex he was going to have me shut down i told him to go and fuck himself myself and my receptionist and myself took down his number plate number i rang the police and what did they do FUCK ALL i believe they call it impersonating a govertment offical to obtain a sexual service

then we come to a regualar i had called ben who also goes by the name of phill he worked for radio rentals. one day discussed with him i had a laptop with radio rentals and it was stolen and he said to me he could organise for it to be paid out he was nothing but a big fat lieing deceieving scumbag i offered him to pay the money and my receptionist was present during these phone calls he obtained sexual services to the value of more then 600 dollars and i have his number documented in my books i reported it to radio rentals and they didnt give a fuck they are quite happy for their workers to defraud sex workers

i was working at rooty hill and i had this client who was a weirdo i had started the service i asked him to get dressed and to leave and i went down stairs to get his money he grabbed me from behind and he through me against a glass sliding door and then picked me up again and threw me against a kitchen cupboard and then picked me up again and threw me into the laundry i hit the door so hard that the tounge of the door ceased the door locked my receptionist came to try and help and he jammed her 3 fingers in the door i would be dead if i hadnt taken boxing lessons 3 years ago i chased him out of my house with a small knife and said to him this is your day to die motherfucker and now  wouldnt waste the 50 cents on a phone call to the nsw police service because they never do anything

nsw solo sex workers vs qld sex workers

This part of my blog i would like to dedicate to  very special person i knew when i was a teenager his name was albert shields his family came from moe in victoria he told me abandoned him on a train with his siblings one of his brothers was killed. i met him around the age of 15 in the rex hotel in sydney and at the time my brother was carting me from brothel to brothel collecting all my money he said he was saving it for me. graeme introduced me to him unfortunatley he had a drug problem which i never knew at the time i was very naive we all got a room at the lodge at edgecliffe, one day albert said to me im going to marry you one day soon and a short time later he dissapeared he had been taken to long bay jail for assualt we kept in contact. before i knew i was pregnant with my eldest son and returned to brisbane during the pregnancy i kept in contact with him via mail when he got out of jail he was supposed to come to brisbane he didnt so i went to sydney went to kings cross and was told he was staying with some homosexuals in he eastern suburbs so i went there and we returned to brisbane together i should have never taken him back because of his drug problem i introduced him to my friend alisa lewis i came back to my caravan one day and he was nodding off so i kicked him out and sent him back to sydney which i regret i should have tried to help him with his drug problem but my concern was my baby that was due in 8 weeks i never heard of albert again until 1989 and i last saw him in 1984 i was in sydney working and someone told me he was hiv positve and in pentridge prision so me being me i went to visit him albert old me he had sex with a girl in a pub in fitzroy and thats how he contracted it but i believe different i think maybe he was sharing needles or having unprotected sex with men because my brother told me he was he was being paid by men to have sex with them from the rex hotel regardless it didnt really matter to me i married him and decided to support him through his illness knowing it was a death sentence

during this time i was working at an establishment called moonlight studios which were apart of a lebonese conglomate and they think they make the rules not the nsw govertment they trafficed me as a minor they used to bring in a doctor to do std testing and the test were never put through and they charged the girls through the nose for them i tried to leave there once and they stopped me. a girl i met there called vicky took me to the maquarie st std clinic and i had an infection this information has been provided to the govertment do they care no there is no time limitation on child related offences so why havent the bastards taken some action and then there brothel in canberra use to offer girls accomadation and arfter hours they would deadlock them in behind a big metal gate what if there had been a fire all the girls would have been burnt to death

then we come to the swingers clubs in nsw the women are treated like pieces of meat they are paid 35-40 dollars an hour and on a busy night could have sex with 30-40 men this is scab labour or some would call it female degregation

then we come to when i met theo tselikas imet him at marias brothel at  fivedock through a girl named hyatt,hyatt was having sex with theo but she forgot to tell me she was having sex with 6 or 7 of his friends at the same time in the begining i thought theo was a nice guy he druged me and aranged with his brother to come back later i agreed to have sex with theo but not his friends his brother came back and entered the room from behind and then either his brother or 1 of his on looking mates shoved a beer bottle up my arse i was so drugged i didnt feel anything theo kept saying its no my fault it was my brothers friend we had many fights over this incident how could i go to the police if i didnt know who the person was and for years i had extensive pshycological problems from it i ended up with anarexia novsa and a psycosis and to salt to injury i was defrauded out of half a million dollars from the same person mr tselikas is scum and so is his barrister mate  mr Mc cudden and apparently in nsw is not a crime because police according to the nsw police service nsw health and nsw legal commision im a WHORE PROSITUTION SLUT SLAG MOLE i got news for these fuckers i dont like having a beer bottle shoved up my arse and being ripped off for half a million dollars they appropiate term is (SEX WORKER) and as for nsw health they sit there and treat you like scum and how would they like a beer bottle shoved up there arse and then have peope snigger and contantly laughing about it behind your back in the past 3 weeks ive  had 3 people laughing in my face the next person that laughs in my face im going to punch it in for them see how the commisioner of police likes that and if he thinks im scared of going to jail there dead wrong i could do 30 years standing on my head ive already done 30 years of hard labour and you dont get that long for murder i get shaken down every day of my life for money and if  dont give it to them they steal it or start calling me a WHORE, your nothing but a PROSTITUTE stand by for the next part of my blog which i will update with all the scumbags ive come across in the sex industry and for me now the only thing the govertment understands is when you file legal action and you sue them and for the past 8 months ive been putting a case together for culperable damages and pain and suffering they were that worried about me they changed the word on my header TO REMOVE the word POLICE. so its HI HO AND OFF WE GO TO COURT